wah.....
hi to my bloggy....
hahahaha.
haiz....
donno wat to say.....
but things tat over is over.....
nothing much to think again or remind back again.....
donno how to say....
but i think i will start writing wat i felt in this blog.....
tat i think not many ppl will come see coz i very long time nv blog le....
hahahah.....
hmmmm.....
how to start.....?
ok....
start from knowing friends.....
im really scare to noe those ppl tat noe him also......
lik juean.....
juz donno y lah.....
lik everytime got ppl add me on fb....
the 1st thing i do is look at the mutual fren part.....
sommetimes when i saw his name there.....
i was lik:" oh no......"
hmmmm......
donno y leh.....
juz scare.....
lik don wish ppl noe tat we r fren or even bf gf last time.......
haiz.....
then juz nw crystal sim added me....
a fren from tp03......
then i juz donno y she noe him n rek n alot of my secondary schlmates......
feel scary......
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i think single is good....
but sometimes i really need a person to be by my side.....
tat i can call or msg when im bored or alone.....
need someone to miss.....
someone to hug.....
but i don think i can so fast find one in this year lah....
hahaha......
haiz.....
then nw im pretending gabriel is my bf.....
actually also not bf lah....
juz a very close brother.....
but i don lik tat kind of feeling to be brother......
coz i scare history will come back again lik we both will be togather.....
then will end up lik me n him lik tat......
but i noe i wonn fall in to the same trap again.....
although its been very long alrdy.....
but i stil can remember the words tat cone out from his mouth....
" y should i care?"
haiz....
donno lah.....
juz felt tat he's changed alot.....
i noe iss my fault lah.....
but things juz changed.....
haiz....
really feel tt im very stupid.....
coz i giv u the book tat time i stil donno tat u alrdy don lik me le.....
and yet i stil giv u the book....
ah....
so pai seh.......
no wonder u keep attitude me.....
i thought u were juz busy so u lik tat....
but actually is u attitude me....
aiya....
is alrdy over lah....
don care lah....
but stupid melvion keep tell me things about him....
sian.....
but he promise me he won do it again le lah....
hahahah....
so is stil good lah.....
sometimes im really wonder.....
shld i go flirt some guys then faster get a bf?
but i really don lik to flirt lah......
not lik him....
hahahhahaa.....
hmmf....
aiya he also won noe im saying him....
coz he won come read one....
since he don care....
hahahhahah.....
so i can scold him here....
hahhahhahahaa....
wkakakakkaka.....
not funny....
then i feel very weird about other ppl.....
lik hannah.....
maynbe she is juz hav some misunderstandin wit kaye bah.....
haiz.....
i donno lah....
don care lah.....
but this few days im really quite happy de lah.....
maybe really put down le bah?
hope so....
my fren n i also hope mysellf could get back to the happy me soon.....
but im reallly happy nw lah...
so is ok....
hahah.....
this few days was on diet....
plus saving money also....
but gastric.....
haiz....
sometimes i really wan to treat ppl nicely....
but donno how....
i lik to buy things tat the person lik to tat person.....
but my bro keep say me waste money....
haiz......
juz donno y lah....
i lik to see ppl get happy......
ya i noe im super emo last few months.....
but no need to worry le lah.....
im fine nw....
really fine nw.........
maybe stil got alot of complains about him lah.....
but i will throw it away de....
hahaha......
who noe wat will happen in the next second?????
hahhaha......
haiz.....
n really don lik koon phi lah......
not hate tst kind of don lik...
juz tat i hav no chemistry wit him.....
so got abit avoiding him....
hahahha.....
coz i donwan him to drop down the trap himself......
coz i scare it will be very hard to save....
hahahhahaha......
i noe he's rich....
but really not my type....
hahaha.....
mummy n ah mu keep at there" in-law~in-law"
hahah.....
at 1st stil hoping someone to save me wit it de.....
but i don think the person wan to save me nw....
hahaha......
don wish to see him also......
coz im healing.....
trying very hard to get myself recover.......
im trying.....
using all my powerful imagination to get rip of those unhappy memories....
hahahahhahaha....
talking crap lah.....
donno y.....
huilin don lik me ask her tupi8d Q.....
not stupid Q lah actually....
juz some Q tat she cant ans for me.....
lik ask her" can i sit behind?"
this kind....
then she will lik:" walao eh.....ask me for wat?"
aiya....
donno y im juz use to it alrdy...
to get scolded by ppl....
hahah......
but i don lik ppl come say:" eh u very poorthing leh....get scolded by her....y she lik tat de..."
aiya.....
to the ppl who say this to me....
u need to think mah....
im really the one who asked stupid Q wat.....
n huilin's temper is lik tat de mah.....maybe she juz don lik ppl ask stupid Q.....?
i don mind lah actually.....
5 more weeks to the next holiday!!!!!!!!!1^^
hahaha....
my engineering mechanic de teacher very fierce.....
-.-
scary.......
but no choice......
the previous one worse......
tomor shld i go jogging?
so late liao.....
scare cant wake up.....
hahhaahha.......
actually im quite enjo goin schl alone....
hahah......
maybe is bcoz i can concentrate listenign to my songs.....
CNBLUe!!!!!!!!
hehehehe..........
aiya.....
stil got chance one lah.....
then now lik don dare to type things on fb also....
coz scare ltr he scold again...
but i don think he will nw lah....
hgahahhahahahah....
don care lah......
n i don lik ppl ask me about him.....
it will really make my mood go down to hell.....
hahaha......
aiya...
maybe they juz donno we break alrdy loh....
but stil....
don wish to heard things about him anymore.....
i need to start my life myself.....
but sometime i reall think im stil too rely on other ppl le....
lik my HPD......
also gabriel help me find those pic one....
then me...?
playing fb watching youtube...
hahahhaha....
IS PDA also....
also gebriel help me ans all the Q one.....
haiz......
lucky tat i got gabriel this kind of fren......
hehehehehe.......
then today go shock Joe.....
hahaha....his reaction is so damn funny......
hahahahha....
evil me.....
but joe he don feel happy today....
coz his gf angry wit him....
donno y....
haiz....
poorthing.....
then gabriel lik to kacao me.....
lik a kid lik tat......
and i found myself hiding a special talent......
ahahahhahaha....
tat is making the despicable me tat movie the small girl do tat thing.....
hahaha....
huilin they all was so surprise tat i can do it.....
even me also get shock by myself.....
hahhahahaa......
so late liao....
wan sleep le loh!!!!!!!!!!!
lalalalalalalal~~~
nighty nighty~~~
