Happy birthday to my younger bro,Melvin.........
wow...............
today is my younger bro bday................
ya..................
i should be happy for him...................
but...............
i hav no feeling about it...............
actually..............
this was my secret tat nobody noe....................
that is.................
actually i am very sad when seeing my family celebrating bday...............
juz feel sad...................
no other feeling.................
no more.............
coz i will think tat.....................
why when is my bday...................
there were nobody notice.....................
except my friends..................
but this is not enough for me.................
i noe i am very greedy..................
but can you imagine tat yr close family.....................
don evcen notice tat tat day is yr bday...................
no cake , no nothing......................
not even a congratulate.....................
nothing...................
but if is my bro,mum,dad,granparents,cousin's bday......................
they will remenber and celebrate it wit the whole family.......................
how about me?
nothing.........................
izit tat i m not important to my family?
sometime i will told myself.......................
nvm,is ok....................
they were juz being busy...................
tomoro will be fine..................
or at least someone will notice it.................
but is not truth.................
no one notice...............
nothing..................
even my elder bro in Australia..............
my parents n family stil remember his bday loh..................
how about me?
although my elder bro is very poor thing tat he say he almost cry tat he need to celebrat his bday without us around.................
but wat about me?
then diden even remember my bday loh.................
really..........
nothing to say............



hope tat i will get a surprice birthday tat i never ever forget............................
i love you all,my friends.................
i love you all,my family................

i scare................
really..............
juz cant control myself...............
and also cant believe tat..............
i actually cried in class bcoz nobody sit bside me................
can you believe this?
no right?
you will sure think tat................
wat is the big deal tat nobody sit bside you.
but to me................
i also donno..............
really donno...............
juz feel terrible today..................
cant stay lonely...............
i juz cant.................

every people will be facing some problems n troubles..............
even how lucky are they in thier life...............
and after every troubles n problems................
u will learn more things...................
that the schl has never tought..................
and after every problems.............
u will be more sensetive tat which persin r good and which r not...............
all is determine by our own...........
u think tat i should giv him a chance.................
then u may giv....................
but you must always think carefully..................
not everything tat u appreciate...................
other people will also will.................
not every chances tat u giv him..................
he will noe....................
and not every steps tat u made is correct...............
sometimes..............
might giv u more troubles................
its all depend on wat you think................
those things.................
i wish tat i can flash it away.................
and will not happen again..............
when people giv you the chance................
pls be thankful.................
and not giving attitude or wat...................
don listen to wat yr devil mind told you...............
do try to listen to yr angle mind................
try to look for the good things of people...............
try to enlarge the good points..............
enjoy it and accept it...............

after everything.................
i had really learn a lot of things..............
there are some evil side of people..................
but there will be still a angle side of people..................
try to appreciate it................
enjoy it...............

today ,my bro wan go eat TGI friday............
crazy ah him.......
juz now moring already go eat italian food wit fen jie 4 brunch......
now still wan go eat TGI -.-
oh my god.............
i will sure bcome super fat de lorh............
eventhough i noe i already very fat...................
I WILL BECOME FATTER!!!!!!!!!!!
2moro PE lesson must exercise more le............
(pictures will be upload someday)

the cake is really very nice.........my bro keep eating.................my dad eat until the stomach so big.....................

the cheese baked pasta delicious until my bro finish it.....................

our dinner

mushroom ah.................
sorry loh...............
tat day pangseh u...................
xian jin lah................
but i also got wrong lah..................
during this thing..................
i was very sad...............
coz i feel lik................
y everytime tat i treat a friend very nice...................
but in the end she will treat me lik tat................
i already torture by her 2 years le................
now finaly can get rid of it..................
but mushroom this thing................
i scare she will lik her lik tat.........
so tat day go e2 find valerie...........
coz tat day i really cannot take it..................
thx,valerie!
u r the only 1 who always by my side.............
i love u ~~valerie~~~~~~~~~
but now everything back to normal le..............
haha..................

hmm.............
this week.............
feel lik enough............
everyone stil gao bu qing chu wat is goin now...............
tat time is swen zhen.............
now is leonard..................
pls stop asking those stupid Q can?
I d** l** h** a******
p** s*** s***** t** I s**** l** h** o* w** d* o*?
I d**** h** n I a*** d***** t* n**
(pls feel in the blanks............hahaha..............)
n i relize something tat is very funny..............super funny................
wahahahahahaha..................
but i cant tell u....................
hahaha..................
really..................
very funny..................
laugh until wan die le....................
haha................
only some of them noe...............
who noe?
1 of them is doraemon...............
haha...............
if u wan noe....................
pls go ask doraemon..................
but i tell u.............
she won tell u for sure..................
hahaha................
wednesday........
the F1 thing..............
then the whole day no in class...................
sian..............
then until very late le then go hm.............
n yesterday...............
geo test...........
sian..............
got study but donno will get how many marks...............
then after schl got ace learning eng..........
sian............
soo cheng sit bside me also wan sleep le...........
then need write essay............
scare out of point..........
but luckily diden.............
then go up co room wait 4 ivy eng...........
but in the end go cwp meet yuxuan n go eat............
then saw sin zhe,shi min,yongle,tyypey,sokling
they all keep saying the who is sin zhe's wife................
funny.............
i think sin zhe will get nightmare..............
then shun bian wait 4 ivy eng............
but yuxuan wan go cs buy cloth............
so i decide to not wait 4 ivy eng n go back wit mushroom..............
n her bro............
then keep watching her bro bully her.............
so funny..............
then saw jasmine they all at 950 when waiting 4 bus at checkpoint............
then went home...............
today got choir.................
need wake up very early..............
then warm up...............
sing...............
cmc meeting........................
then go back wit doraemon..............
hahaha.........
today wear de shoe make my leg very paint loh................
then we sti walk to custom from checkpoint.................
paint..............
blisters..................
then now blogging...............
ltr don hav tuition..............
juz come back from tuition.............
saturday so busy................
then juz now daniel baby come my house.............
so cute loh him................
haha..............
then this is end of today...............

haiz.............
juz now..................
saw yuxuan n the dinasour chating on msn....................
so xian mu loh.....................
i now actually very xian mu u all leh.....................
can chat wit him..................
not lik me loh..................
ya lah...............
i now already forget him le................
but stil can be friend right?
but after tat day seem cannot liao..................
sad loh................
he deleted me on friendster le....................
he already lik tat le..............
i think cannot le lah................
nvm loh................
juz do wat u wan loh..............
as long as u r happy...............
aiya.............
nvm de lah................
ok lah.................
giv us 1 year..............
next year..........
wa will b back friend as normal de.....................
haha..................
talking crap loh................
sekali till next year le stil haven b back friend loh..................
haiya.............
nvm lah................

today something happen in my parent's room.........
this morning............
when i wake up..............
see so many people hanging at my parent's room.............
den i walk there but never realise got any difference so walk back my room and sleep..........
after that my maid come take thing from me and say the roof drop down .........
so i walk back the room and kaypo den realise the roof drop ......
after that go eat breakfast and go custom fetch yuxuan ...........
go walk walk at the giant ......
actually got take the trolley but only two bottle of sweets so we return the trolley .............
who knows we need go buy tidbits for cinny ............
yuxuan bully me .....
she stack many many tidbits infront of me .......
hahahs .........
after that we go my house ..............
eat the red bean soup.............
yuxuan keep give me her ingredients.............
see , she so good ...........
give me her food eat ... ownself starve ..... so gandong !
at the above red words is she type de.............
actually i donwan eat de loh..................
then she lik tat treat me................
wan die le..................
hahahas .........
and she threaten me ...............
after that cinny come...........
go giant again ..........
buy more tidbits & eat mac ............
jasmine come le...........
now we playing computer ..........
the "ah gong" broke le..........coz the ceiling thing....left the 'ah ma'.........noe she bcome single liao..........

today also nothing special lah............
but need say sorry to xian jin.............
tat i pang seh him.................
sorry lah xian jin.................
coz today after my ace learning eng then wan go meet him de............
then i wait ke 15min n also cannot contact him...........
then i donwan wait ke coz b4 tat m mum call me..............
ask me don go bac so late.............
at 1st he say he accompany me back de.............
but nvm lah..............
then i ask yuxuan imform him then i go back myself le...........
haha............
sorry lah...............
n juz now b4 the english thing.............
saw jasmine they all ask mr wong help them 'suan ming'
then i also go there see loh..........
funny lah..............
haha...............

today morning late 4 schl again........
then we all malaysian go run 4 class mass run as a class........
sian............
then those boys run so fast.............
tired............
then go back class..............
e-math.............
boring................
then i giv zixin a nickname.......
haha............
i call him BITCH.........
haha.............
coz me n xian jin called tat dinasour BASTARD privately........
then zixin find out ole then he say he wan go tell him.................
then i say i also giv him a nickname loh................
then he also got giv me a nickname started wit a B............
if u all wan to noe pls go ask zixin..........
haha..............
then today got chemistry spa............
also very boring..............
the Mg strips nv react anything de loh..................
sian............
wait 4 so long.............
then xiao bin they all donwan wait le straight away go burn it................
then i also go play..........
haha............
but if u diden cover up the Mg strips after u burn it.........
it will giv out a smell................
super smelly de................
then i cannot tahan le...........
saw jia ming come back schl...........
then i walk put then lab n go chat wit him..............
haha.............
but in the end still need go back the smelly lab...............
after schl got cmc meeting................
about the farewell thing.................
then wait 4 jasmine they all then go back le................
then this is all 4 today...............

yeh!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finaly bought a new bag!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes!!!!!!!!!
is cute de lorh...........
pooh bear de..............
haha...........
cool~~~
then tat yuxuan...............
say me childish...........
then ask my how old le............
still u pooh bear de bag..........
say go buy a bilabong or nike bag better............
-.-
wat lah............
i lik mah............
then xianjin they all also lik tat say me..........
today got a bit emo lah............
juz a bit lah..........
nvm de............
haiz..........
tomoro got class mass run.............
haven practice b4.........
donno tomoro will how................
jia you bah!!!!!!!!!
3e1!!!!!!!

hmm..............
actually nothing much to say...........
juz feel tat this week has happen a lot of things.............
sad.............
the 1st thing..............
no.9..........
the person tat i really need to talk to............
but i scare............
haha...........
no.9..........
i wan to let u noe tat...........
do u noe tat everyone is very care for u?
we need to change everything bcoz tat u don lik this u don lik tat
is very difficult for us to co-operate wit u
do u noe?
we quarrel wit each other bcoz of u,u noe?
actually i very scare of u de...........
donno y........
haiz..........
but nvm.............
things will solve it itself...........
juz let it be...........
n the other thing tat i wan to enjoy wit my blog is.............
erm...........
this few day i m quite lonely de............
although i hav jia shin to accompany me home............
but when at home...........
feel alone............
this few days he keep coming to my class...........
donno y...........
juz think tat u ask me to giv up n face the truth............
ok..........
i now learning to face the truth n try to forget le............
do u notice tat everytime i saw u i will turn my head down?
n faster walk away?
since tat day..............
haiz........
juz think tat.............
u wan me to giv up............
n i now try to forget u.............
then y u stil can very normal lik tat go my class?
do u noe tat everytime i saw u i will..............
i will...............
i also donno how to say.............
juz scared tat the feeling will come back..................
ok................
i noe tat u hav already forget those memories................
but u r too cruel tat pretent to b so normal....................
u noe?
but don worry...............
i am not crying now..............
i won let my tears drop down bcoz of u...............
really..........
really feel tat if i really hav a new bf..............
i guess i also won forget u..............
haha..............
stupid me................
born to love u............
aingc........
haha...............
sorry to my frenz...............
at 1st promised u all will learn to forget him de...............
really lah........
trying..............
haha.............
almost broke my promise coz this few days saw him coming to my class
paiseh lah............
my dear frenz...........
really trying lah............
haha.............
ok lah...........
go sleep le........
bye!

today got PE.........
do 1 set of exercises............
then when doin the shuttle run...........
me n ivy eng's head knock 2gether when we turn............
pain...........
then play captain ball............
fun...........
eat the kinder joy at class............
haha............
then play the toy at class............
haha.............
ver fun.............
our toy is a thing lik can fly de..............
then me n yuxuan keep playing the thing during mr chang leson..........
haha...........
then mr chang staring at us when we juz begin to fly tat thing.....
haha.............
then after schl go home.............
then go stationary shop buy pen...........
don hav pen le...........
then nothing much le.........

today saturday.............

today.............
tuesday................
got choir.............
but the assembly end at 3pm..........
then damn hungry.............
then ask sin zhe help me buy food during assembly.............
but he diden recieve the msg...........
when i go to the music room............
i was lik...............
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y lik tat...........
i hungry until wan die le...............
then mrs ong had tought me the way to get the choir member attention
n how to giv instruction............
plus i got a bit no mood cause very hungry.............
then i think they will think tat y i lik so fierce lik tat.............
haha..............
no lah..............
i juz following the way tat how to catch yr attention bah le.................
so choir members..................
don think lik i very fierce ok?
then got some problem.............
but is ok now...............
i don wish tat this will happen again...............

today is monday.............
i love this T...........

FAKE IT TILL U MAKE IT................

my shanghai buddy!!!!!!cute!!!!