♥Relaxing ...

Sunday, June 29, 2008Y

today go changi airport fetch my bro...............
hmm...........
quite boring...............
nothing to do...........
juz stay there n wait...............
then go buy the shanghai people de present........
wah hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i bought a bell for my 4 partner.............
hahahaha............
then saw my bro.............
his hair is damn long de loh.........
look lik a girl...........
haha..............
then me n melvin keep calling him JIE..............
then go bac malaysia.............
jam.................
sian..............
then finally reach home.............
then bro go buy some cloth for me..............
thx kor!!!!!!!
i love it ..............
then dinner.............
then sleep................

ends at 9:09 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008Y

today......
today is the last time tat i cry for him.......
no more.....
juz let myself to learn how to grow up bah......
really...............

这一次..........
是真的受伤了..........
是真的很痛..........

ends at 9:04 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008Y

juz now i go take 913 bus to checkpoint.....

cause 950 bus got many people...........

then sit at the place where last time i sitted wit him.......

but this time........

no one is bside me..............

feel empty bside me.......

then listen to my mp3....

looking out of the window.........

think bac those memories tat is wit him...............

n tat day is also wednesday............

n tat is the 1st time he acompany me to chaekpioint...........

but now.........

i'm alone...........

thinking.........thinking..........

i broke my promise to myself again............

tears dropping down............

i think th other people will think tat wat happen to me...........

crying behind the sit..............

juz cant control lah..............

miss him too much already.............

although at schl also can see him............

n tat time at bus no one is by my side.........

alone at bus......

so will start thinking too much................

then walk the road to checkpoint..............

n i remember tat time he is holding my hand when walking to the checkpoint............

n nv let go...............

but now.........

my hand feel empty..............

ends at 4:17 AM

today quite normal..........
but a bit sian n tired.....
cuase today got mass run..............
then juz now got chinese the shanghai thing.....
sian.....
n felt shock tat aaron say need sing song wit the dinasour
actually is not i donwan lah......
cause i noe he sure donwan de mah...
but if he can i also can de....
so i also donwan loh.....
juz scared tat he will b angry tat need sing wit me.......
so i say no....
u see....
i so care for him....
aing..........
haha.........
but a bit pai seh lah..........
say the no say untill so lound..............
then teacher say need buy gift
then the price must b minimum $10
siao!!!!
so expensive.........
haiz....
then donno wan buy wat...........
wan go take a stone n paint it in to gold color n giv it to them as gift........
then tell them is real gold..........
haha.............

ends at 4:05 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008Y

today...................
normal.................
n i m quite 'normal' too.............
get the N7 tat singing thing de price..................
erm.............
the tat dinasour kena disiao by mr tan............
quite funny de.........
mr tan thought he get 'the most talkative award'
haha...........
then about the chinese thing.............
i decide to go..........
then teacher ask me to sing................
then mr toh u very good loh.............
huh?...............
ask me sing love song wit tat dinasour wor...............
but quite surprise tat the dinasour hav no reaction...........
but this time is me give tat big reaction............
n feel scared lah.............
scared the dinasour will b angry................
n more hate me....................
cause i think he don lik people to say about me n him..............
n today tat baocheng keep kao beh me................
then junleong n jingxiang also bully me loh..............
then wat will happen when they bully me?
then will b sending to the hospitel...............
cause thier bones will broke.................
wakakakaka................
who ask them to bully me.............
then gaby also..............
ask me to help him to copy chemistry...............
then assembly...............
super funny de lor.................
keep laughing..............
then ms judith wan sabo me sing solo in the speech day...............
-.-
i donwan lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will die tat day de loh............
n i will act sick then donwan come to schl............
erm...............
then today the vioting for cmc de result out le......................
chairman : shiphrah
vice-chairman : me
librarian : xueyun
treasurer : jade
sop SL : cherrie , me
alto SL : amanda , shiphrah
boy SL : rongyao , joel
then after normal practice.............
the chorograhpy leader go out to take their dance de video..................
got a teacher walk pass when they dance..............
wahahaha................
quite funny..................
then after NDP practice..............
go home................
then me n jia shin n ivan walk to cwp from schl
then go take 913 to woodland garden then start walk to checkpoint
then walk to malaysia custom from checkpoint
haha
sound crazy...............
cause too wu liao le..............
haha...............
tired...............
wan go sleep le.................

ends at 6:44 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008Y

woo~~~~~~~~~~
reopen le!!!!!!!!!!
quite high today..........
coz i decided tat i wan to make myself busy
so i won think of those sad things
haha
erm............
today actually quite sian de..............
but is ok lah.............
then today
i think xianjing n xiao bin see me be bac 'normal' le
then keep bully me............
=.=
but nvm lah...........
as long as i happy n 'normal'
haha............
today.............
tat dinasour..........
ok loh....
u donwan me to go shanghai is ok de
u can say de mah
no need to giv me such a big reaction de
argh!!!!!!!!!
tat dinasour
mouth already so big le......
huh..............
stil lik tat...........
haiz..............
nvm............
if u wan go then i don go loh
let u go
is ok de
if u don wish to see me
then nvm loh
i don go loh
i promise myself i won cry for u anymore
wakakakakakakakakakakak
but i really donno whether i can promise myself anot.......
ahahahahahahahahahahah
a bit soz today

ends at 5:05 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008Y

yesterday cant sleep well........

cry until tired le then sleep........

sian......

y i will bcome lik tat??????
i donno.......

wan sleep also cannot sleep well.......

n feel sorry to angelia......

keep msg her when i cant sleep........

make her so tired.........

sorry......

think a lot of thing.......

when the room turns quiet.............

left the sound of the air-con...........

i am sure.......

i am a very strong girl........

i won let my tears drop so easily.......

but...........

after tat...........

i donno.............

n sorry angelia again...............

i decided tat i won ask.............

cos i noe the ans................

ya............

i afraid to face the truth..........

i afriad o get hurt again...........

so i decided..........

don ask better............

or else will get hurt again...........

so.........

juz let my heart left on the floor n stepped by other people............

until it left nothing.........

juz let him do wat he wan to do..........

let him forcus on wat he wan............

nvm.............

is ok.............

this is the word tat i always say to people..........

ends at 7:46 AM

Thursday, June 19, 2008Y

today....
nothing special......
wake up at 10am then go cook mee for breakfast.........
then watch tv......
then lunch.........
then go fetch ah mu n daniel baby to ah mu's house.....
cause daniel baby donwan his nanny..........
keep crying when left me n the maid.......
cannot tahan.......
then at night also nothing to do.......
internet not working.....
only can msn........
chat wit angelia....
blah blah blah.......
then watching my mum n bro shouting at each other
bcos of my bro donwan go sleep......
sian loh........
they 2..........
always quarrel wit each other......
melvin......
y u must always lik tat de.......
cannot listen to mum meh?????
really must shout back when mum ask u to do something????
n really is yr fault u know???
alreay almost 11pm le
stil donwan go sleep........
then next day u still got schl de leh........
can u juz b good when mum ask u to do something?
everytime shout shout shout.......
i tell u......
if someday i really angry wit u........
i won shout at u anymore.....
i will slap u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don play wit me hor.......
i know now kor is not at home
so u can lik tat treat mum de lah??
huh?
so now kor is not at home so u r the biggest at home le lah??
u stupid idiot bro......

ends at 12:26 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008Y

choir camp.........
busy........
morning walk to vista wit sin zhe go buy lipstick n flour..........
then lunch time go there again cos forget to buy water balloon........
then play game........
my station is super.........
SIAN!!!!!!!!!!
then go fill the water balloon to throw at them at 3rd floor........
haha......
but my finger very pain........
keep filling the water balloon n tie..........
then donno who.....
i think is junyu.......
take the water tat the whole choir member use mouth to collect de water
pour at me.........
walao.......
their kou shui very smelly loh.........
then i ask them to use clean de water to pour at me to clean me.......
then my whole body wet........
but is quite fun de lah.......
then vioting for cmc........
i think i can b a section leader then is enough le lah.......
n continue to b the maid in choir-----librarian
diden expect too much.....
then dinner.......
after dinner looking at the basketball court.........
dreaming..........
n i wan to say sorry to him tat i send wrong msg le....
haha.......
i wan to send to yuxuan de....
who call both their name is Y...........
but he also nv reply lah.........
haha.........
then got presentation.......
then clean up......
then ask for permition to go off early...........
then go home.........
a lot of parents waiting outside the schl.........
so good......
when i reach home already 11pm le loh.........
tired...........

ends at 12:00 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008Y

i wish tat i cant see

so i won know wats goin on

i wish tat i cant hear

so i won hear wat u say n wat other people say

i wish tat i cant talk

so u won know my feeling

i wish tat...........

i wish tat i donno everything................

ends at 4:07 AM

today..........

nothing special..........

go singapore eat dian xin.............

n my bro fell down n hurt his wrist...........

n my mum n cousin saw jet lee at takasimaya............

haha.........

then............

nothing special liao............

only feel bored at home.............

ends at 3:56 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008Y

today morning super no mood de lo.........
my dad lor..........
scold me stupid bcause i donno how to open the umbrella..............
wat the hell!?
not i donno how to open lor...........
is the umbrella is lik tat de lor...........
hate people scold me stupid..........
especialy scold by my dad..........
then go cmc meeting.............
wit xueyun,shiphrah,sin zhe,edric,rong yao,amanda n joel
quite fun..........
bought le strawberry for my mum........
but when i reach home the strawberry got a little bit cannot eat le.........
haha............
tat joel..............
keep saying tat person de name.........
make me emo...........
but after tat nvm le..........
then we go sembawang beach............
haha.........
to take the geo de pic..........
then me n sin zhe n edric go catch crab........
hahah very fun lor........
n juz now the crab scratch my hand when i catch........
so painful...........
but is really very fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
plan to go there again!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.............
then i take the 2 crab tat i catch home........
then juz now i feed them eat bread........
cause really donno wat they eat.........
n they realy eat bread!!!!!!!!!!!
n they r really vey smart loh........
when they r full........
but i stil continue feeding them........
they will use their hand to push the food away de leh!!!!!!!
haha!!!!!!!!
so cute n cool~~~~

the 1st crab tat i catch...........super small n cute............but let he run away le..........

the starfish tat lost it leg.................

the crabs n star fish tat i bring home.........

exclamation mark de crab.........hahaha............

ends at 6:22 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008Y

回头

人生的小路正处在下坡时断

还记得当时平坦的路口，蔚蓝的天端

而现在我开始恐慌
当你转身离去的一瞬间
乌云密布
我被逼上了下坡路
坡太抖
我控制不住自己往下坠

感觉到
慌乱城市不自由的风
正从我身边穿梭过
可是
当你转身离去时
你可曾看到我眼底血一般的泪水
当你转身离去时
你可曾听到我撕心裂肺的呼唤
当你转身离去时
你可曾感受到我瘫软在地上的身躯疼痛无比

没有，你从来没有回头
我想回头看看你离去后留下的步痕
是否坚定不移
是否大步逃之夭夭
回头
我可以吗？
身后是一片狼藉
天空是一片黑暗
回头
我不想吗？
以前的时光多么难得
以前的岁月多么可贵
回头
我尝试着
可是我已经看不到
你的脚印
我们的过去
也许一切都在下坡的另一端
不知不觉
我自己已经失去了你
我自己已经看不到你
但是
我还能感觉得到
你的存在
也许
在下一个路口
你会出现

ends at 6:54 AM

today.........

a-math remedial..........

very high in the morning...............

but donno y suddenly no mood during remedial..........

sorry gaby.........

say u very noisy........

cause juz now really no mood.........

after math remedial............
go wat telitaby hill..........

wit jasmine,yuxuan n ivy eng..........

after tat go cwp wit jia shin...........
go buy ivan de present..........
then she bought me a frog de chop stamp...............

haha.......

so happy..........

thx jia shin!!!!!

n i also bought myself a frog de clock!!!!

haha........

n valerie tat siao cha bo..........

make me cry........

she send me a msg tat say she will b staying at taiwan

n donno will stay for how long......

will giv me her new num n e-mail@ when she reach there........

i cry when i read tat msg loh.........

then call her when i reach home......

then?

tat msg is her fren send her de........

then she send to me.......

cause she tomoro goin taiwan........

but will come bac b4 schl reopen.......

.................

sian diao loh.......

make me so sad..........

i already lost the one tat i love.........

i donwan to lost my best fren...........

frens~~~~~~~~~~~

i love u all~~~~~~~~~~~~

ends at 6:16 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008Y

Today

e-math remedial............

quite sian de........

when break.......

gaby took my ph n go read my msg...........

then chase him down the 2nd floor......

then come bac 3rd floor.......

juz running down n up..........

Gaby aw...........

if u let other people know wat is about my msg.........

u die.........

but after remedial..........

go cwp eat.......

then go RED BOX !!!!!!!

then Xian jing,Ihtao,Ming chun also got come........

then play around..........

then saw yuxuan's mum............

quite chio de.........

haha.......

zhi wei de rabbit.......

they 2 juz go there talk only loh........

handsome........

lik this sentence........

our bags...............

nokia advertisement...........haha............

ends at 6:32 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008Y

sweet memories~~

looking those pic...............

every sweet memories wit the e2 buddy....................

run out of my mind..............
miss them a lot............

now my new class............

not bad lah...........

but lik e2 better...........

we r the most united class.............

no matter wat............

we r united!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2e2 is the best~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ends at 6:26 AM

today.........

got math remedial..........

so sian.............

morning wake up,then call yuxuan to wake her up................

then go send my bro to schl

then go eat breakfast............

go malaysia custom meet yuxuan n daryl they all

then saw jasmine,ivy eng n xian jing also there........

haha........

a-math remedial..............

blah.........blah.........blah.............

then saw him today................

hahahaha.................

playing bball again...............

yuxuan say wan go watch kungfu panda.......

then gaby ask me go..........

then yuxan also got go ask him............

but he say donwan............

so sad.............

haha.......

no lah..........

i know he sure donwan de...........

although got a bit sad........

nvm..........

is ok................

then in the end also diden go watch loh.............

so many people.................

sian diao.............

then ****** come find yuxuan.............

yucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he super smell de lor.................

go home juz go change cloth only..............

y donwan shun bian bath..........

then go buy present for sok ling..............

wit jasmine.................

then "my master" keep pulling my hair lor........

treat me lik horse lik tat.........

then xian jing at there emo.............

finaly find bac my sense of humour.................

keep making jasmine laugh..............

hahaha.................

last time................

cry bcause of him.............

even watching funny video then think of him also will cry..............

sian...............

but now more strong le lah............

but stil cry..............

when thinking of him...............

a bit stupid.................

haha...............

then reach home...............

watch tv.............

then bath..............

watch tv again................

then now blogging................

nothing special today................

sian................

but tomoro goin red box wit jasmine n yuxuan they all!!!!!!!!!!!

haha!!!!!!!!!!

go sing ...............

haha.................

.......................................

emo xian jing................

watching xiao zhu...............

ends at 6:01 AM

Monday, June 9, 2008Y

最近在家都没事情做
看着你送我的钥匙圈
想起了很多跟你在一起的往事
记得那时的你
超喜欢作弄我的
可是那时的我
就是喜欢被你作弄
直到你向我告白的那一天
我真的很高兴
之后跟你在一起的日子
也非常的快乐
喜欢你牵着我的手的感觉
喜欢你坐在我旁边的感觉
也觉得很抱歉
没有多陪在你身边
过后.....过后......
都是一些伤心的回忆
每次一想到这里
眼泪就会不自觉地掉下
也不知道为什么
哈哈.......
我觉得最好是什么都不知道
就这样呆呆傻傻的过生活吧
好伤心哦
昨天听了xxxxxxx说的话后
眼泪也不自觉得掉了下来
原本答应自己不再哭泣的
可是眼泪就是这么不听话的掉了下来
听了xxxxxxx的话后
真的觉得
那已经足够了
对不起
我爱的人还是你
虽然我不知道你再想什么
但是
我还是要对你说
我爱你..........
<我想这句话我只敢在这里说吧？哈哈....有点傻，不过是真心的......>

ends at 11:30 PM

today wake up at 6.30am
cause wan go buy breakfast n send my bro go schl........
then go pasar pagi wit mum n dad
then go home eat my breakfast
after breakfast go back room go read some story book
then read until i fall asleep
haha......
then mum wake me up
say wan go Giant buy things
at 1st donwan to go de
but mum cannot take heavy things.......
so quickly go bath then go Giant wit mum n ah mu
yey!!!!!!!!!
finaly bought the new naruto comic
haha......
then go ah mu house eat lunch
don dare to go in
cause i wearing my 2e2 class tee
n it is black in color!!!!
scared ah gong will nag at me
=ah gong don lik black things n cartoon stuffs=
sian diao.....
but in the end still go in lah........
juz let him nag for a while loh
aiya,nvm.....
老人家是这样的啦..........
then now nothing to do........
later wan go do my hmwk le
wow!!!!!!!!!!
finaly also........
ivy lee wan go do her hmwk le wor~~~
haha.......
a bit stupid today.........

then juz now dinner........

my uncle ask me n my bro a Q

who know how to talk?

bread or coffee?

then i ans coffee......

cause i think tat coffee,then copy cat or wat de.........

then he say is bread...........

cause breadtalk

n y is not coffee?

cause kopitiam (kopi diam)

lol...............

hahahaha............