today..................
wat a sad day...................
my dad drunk.................
simply scold me...................
at 1st thought he is juz playing....................
but...............
after he had make me cry..................
he start scolding.................
ask me go away..................
ask me walk home.....................
ask me imediately dissapear...................
scold n scold n scold..................
i bear.................
after dinner.............
went home n he donno go where le.................
then mum ask me help her massage.................
go her room...............
kor online...............
chat............
he call us through skpe..............
mum told him wat happen................
but bcoz i say my dad in front oh him.................
he angry wit me................
and the same...............
ask me go away.................
say me giving attitude...............
go away.............
go away.............
go back room.................
cried...............
sad..................
ya...........
i noe i was wrong to say my dad..................
but cant u try to understand my feeling.................
when dad ask me to go away.............
if i really very pan ni...........
i will go.................
but i diden.............
coz i noe mum will b very worry.............
and pls stop pretent tat everything is my fault...............
and don listen to wat happen then juz keep scolding.................
ya.............
is my fault.................
if i am not a girl..............
i won cry so easily n make dad angry...............
but not i mean or wat leh...................
if i really mean.............
i will sure scold back him or juz stand up n go away n will not enter to this house again............
but i diden...............
and to my kor................
i noe u don lik us say our pparent lik tat................
but if u were me i think u sure cannot take it de loh...............
u nv try b4..............
so.................
and stop thinking tat i very rebel....................
i juz slack only...............
and i now alreay trying to b good le............
if i really very rebel................
i wil run out of this house.................
i am serious.................
id i really cant take it................
i will run away..................