juz now i go take 913 bus to checkpoint.....
cause 950 bus got many people...........
then sit at the place where last time i sitted wit him.......
but this time........
no one is bside me..............
feel empty bside me.......
then listen to my mp3....
looking out of the window.........
think bac those memories tat is wit him...............
n tat day is also wednesday............
n tat is the 1st time he acompany me to chaekpioint...........
but now.........
i'm alone...........
thinking.........thinking..........
i broke my promise to myself again............
tears dropping down............
i think th other people will think tat wat happen to me...........
crying behind the sit..............
juz cant control lah..............
miss him too much already.............
although at schl also can see him............
n tat time at bus no one is by my side.........
alone at bus......
so will start thinking too much................
then walk the road to checkpoint..............
n i remember tat time he is holding my hand when walking to the checkpoint............
n nv let go...............
but now.........
my hand feel empty..............
