im here to blog again...
haha.....
the only thing tat i wan to share is.....
i hurt my knee....
overly exercise?
or do wrong exercise....
haiz....
donno when will it fully cover.....
then after ytd....
i was totally free and happy.
lol....
maybe is a wrong choice maybe not....
but is time for me to experience how tough it will be when im facing the outside world....
without the help of my parents....
the only one tat i can rely on is myself......
wat a story....
i register for the interview of a project that sponser by a company.....
then they asked me to draw animal and car......
my problem is.....
i nv draw animal b4....
not that nv lah...
but i nv draw those real one b4?lik i always use to draw those cartoon one....
then car.....
i also hav not much confident in it....
coz i think my rendering skill has disprove alot....
coz very long itme nv render le?
draw stil can.....
actually i got abit nervous...
coz i donno really noe wat should i draw.....
lik wat kind....
rendering or sketching?or those cartoon cartoon animation...?
donno.....
but...
i've tried my best....
if they donwan accept me i also have nothing to say....
haiz.....
stupid me....
shouldn't check the email so late.....
should have check early....
so i have more time to prepare.....
stupid me.....
i checked the email and found out tat the deadline for submitting my drawing is the next day...
then?
draw till very late then sleep....
then the next day wake up faster eat some breakfast le jiu start drawing le.....
but i screwed up one of my car.....
and one koala bear...
lol.....
but i also learn something during drawing.....
like how to draw animal.....
those real one....
how to draw till they look real....
think about it.....
everything i draw is all i teach myself one...
haha....
maybe this is my only talent?
haha....
but sometimes i really did give up when im really no mood...
or draw till very sian alrdy.....
haha....
then when during lesson in schl.....
everyone thinks tat im very good in drawing....
coz i always get A for my sketches....
but i really don think so lah.....
maybe im very hardworking or concentrate?
so can draw till very nice?
sometimes or most of the time for me....
if i think tat tats the thing tst i can do well....
then i will do well.....
so coz i lik drawing....
and i believe tat i can draw out well....
haha....
but sometimes i did screwed some of my drawings....
when i hav no mood or donhav the feeling of drawing....
haha.....
but no one knoes.....
coz they donno me much....?
nvm....
my knee.....
haiz.....
starting to worry about next year....
hahaha....
coz beverly seems to having a bf soon or later....
then ju ann alrdy found one a few days ago le...
lol....
next year cheng gay really need to walk alone?
haha...
donno....
if the company accept me for the project...
i will stop telling my dad wat i wan...
haha...
actually is from tat day onwards...
haiz....
hate being said tat im those ppl tat wan everything....-.-
tats the reason tat i donwan to tell u about the phone thing anymore!!!!
then wat u will say is:"oh...she nv tell me"
wat the hell?
i did tell u....
but wat ui said to me?
"u so gan jong for wat?"
aiya...
don care le....
i won say i wan this wan tat in front of u anymore......
i will juz save money to buy it myself.....
although kor say there's no harm to tell....
but .....
its hurts my feeling all the time when they saying those things....
no more......
maybe is myself too xiao qi?
donno.....
kor say one day i will put down all the things and don care...
when ppl saying or scolding or nagging u.....
it won hurts yr feeling anymore...
ya....
im waiting for the day to come....
i also got try to change myself....
ask mysle fodn think too much....
but i think the day haven come yet....
its stilll so far....
hahaha......
one day i will grow up and be more and more and more and more mature.....
haha.....